So it is official. I will no longer be transitioning from Female to Male.
No I am not going back to "who I used to be". That little girl is gone, I am a new woman.
I have not forgiven those who have purposely misgendered me in the past year and a half of my journey, and don't you dare pretend it neve happened.
I do not think it was a mistake, but rather a requirement for me to discover who I am and who my real friends and family are. And thank you everyone for all of your unconditional love that has kept me a live all of these years.
I will be keeping my legal name as Courtney although I ask you all to please use Coura instead, for i wanted to stop going by Courtney years before transition was even an option.(Those who still call me Parka are golden. I still like that nickname)